song

Drinking wine and thinking bliss is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head are skidding up and down again
Up and down and 'round again, down and up and 'round again

Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all
Just to end up right back here on the floor
To end up right back here on the floor

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell
But I'm not scared at all
The cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball

Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgiveness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace
And I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/p/pink-lyrics/crystal-ball-lyrics.html )

Oh, I've felt that fire and I, I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell
But I'm not scared at all
Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball

Irony, irony, this hate and love, hate and love
What it does to me? What it's done to me? What is done, done?

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel
Broken mirrors and a black cat's cold stare
Walk under ladders on my way to hell, I'll meet you there
But I'm not scared at all, I'm not scared at all
'Bout the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball

a glimps into my head

so since i was last on here....i was driving with my 5yr old and a friend of mine who is like a daughter to my mother to see my mom and we were in a s10 going thru a green lite and a 19 yr old in a escalade ran a red lite hit us on my side (i was driving) knocked us all out my daughter included!! kitty had to have surgery on her back to fuze her 2 bottom disks and her small intestin had to have some work done on it...luckly me and emily got ot come home....emily has scoliosis and spina bifita occult. when i came to and the lady that was behind me driving was next to my window swas on the phone with 911 and emmy started crying i tried to open my door...that bitch that hit us has no idea how lucky she is that my door wouldnt open because you dont hurt my kids!!! its like the hole mother lion thing ya know?! well emily is ok besides her back is messed up a little it just bothers her and its bruised really bad....that little girl has got some angels watching over her!!! always has!! me well....the ligaments in both of my knees are torn and they are black and yellow so even my body is pullen for the steelers to win the superbowl lol!! my back is sprained and m neck is strained!! i go to see my nurologist this week so we will see how my plate is...i got a lawyer if it was just me i wouldnt have but emmy was in the car and that little 19 yr old girl needs to learn that RED means STOP not go. shes lucky my kid isnt hurt more and shes lucky that all 3 of my kids werent in the car becasue my head busted out the window and if the baby woulda been screamin and emmy woulda been crying and danny and me woulda been both been in the car....well i cant stop that 13yr old hes bigger than me