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well blaines at work the kidsare asleep and its like almost 2am so i can put what i want on here. i live in a world where i watch my p's and q's all the time cuz i dont want to piss the wrong person off cuz the crap i say dont lways come out rite and im so tired of it. why do i worry about offending people? the people that matter know me so they will get over it the people that dont matter well i dont want to know them cuz most the people i do know im just stuck knowing anyways so i dont care if i piss them off. theres one person in this world that can take one look at me and tell how i am or what im thinking and well she loves me just the way i am even if i am a heartless bitch cuz she knows im not heartless i do care but i only care about the people i care about not the rest of the people in the world if people are starving around me and i dont know them im sorry but your not getting my money to feed my kids and rite now my moms in the hospital and im mad at her but ill talk about that tom. when i have more cigs to smoke rite now ima talk about how ive drank half a think of whiskey and i feel NOTHING stupid whiskey http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BdteItASYg4   MINE AND BLAINES SONG RITE NOW goin to lay down outa cigs