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this is gonna be so ranom...i was anorexic when i was younger and today on a website i talked to a girl and alot of thing s came out of how i feel aout it. when you are anorexic even when it starts as mild it eventually turns into a concer a thing that takes over your body. you start for just a bit and then it takes over your body its as bad as a drug you yurn for it you grow to become just that something hid behind a disease. a cancer you watch your family sit there and wait for the daythat your heart gives out. if youve evr known some 1 with cancer and watched them slowely faid away holding there hands everyday. that is what ana does to a family it doesnt just efect the persoin it is a disease that controles the whole family. i never realized how much i hurt my family till i left a comment on this girls page and started to explain why mild ana was badi still fall back to that life everyonce in a wile even with my kids i never want to leave them not because of that but i cant help it i get stressed out i fele my world falling down around me i trn to it its sopmething i can controle and i dont know what to do.